How do you feel now?

yeah i know i have to tell them don't worry i have a personal interview next monday (as everyone else) the thing is that again i feel like an alien cause even if there are people that are around 42 i'm STILL the one that has the most diplomas
and you know, about climbing mountains, it's just making me want to tell them "i don't care how hard it may be, i want to find a job i will enjoy doing, even if maybe there aren't many job offers. I mean i'm ready to move if i have a minimum to live and i know i can get the job i want...

meh-ish i guess
my job agency "conseillère" told me i shall come back down to earth and let go off my dreams kinda, so how would you feel after that?

What dreams did you talk to her about?
Because I do think every single one of us has the right to dream and try to make their dreams come true, but I do find you down to earth, you were searching for jobs of many many sorts and you weren't prissy about it at all. Of course, now you have the right to aim higher and be helped to get there!

I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed by everything that I have to do and I hope I'll be able to do everything i want to.

the jobs i'd like to do, like working in something that has to do with music or as a make up artist
and it's like i feel the don't break the dreams of others so why are they trying to break mines? Don't I have the right to hope that i'll realise my dreams too?

nervous breakdown could sum up well how i feel right now.... i feel like instead of helping me, it's only making me more paranoid than ever

a bit bored... and hungry

ill
throat hurts, ears hurt, head hurts a bit and i'm shivering...

*huggles* I hope you're feeling better today and that it's nothing serious.

I feel a lil bit tired, but I have a lot of things to do and well not so much time, but today I don't have classes so maybe, just maybe I'll be able to do all that I wanna do. ^^

Tired and bored.

still ill my throat is as itchy as sandpaper