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| Thinking about something Steve (Forrest) said... he said that once, after a prank, Brian told him it was a lesson to learn. And that the lesson is "Don't trust anybody"... It's sad but at the same time it's very true, just like "The only thing we can rely on is that we can't rely on anything" from plasticine. It's a sad view of society but it is sadly true. And even if i trust a few people (mainly friends and family) i'm as defensive as he is, and my motto is also never trust anybody. Cause when I did, it usually got me hurt... Except from a few times when I wasn't wrong to trust somebody, just like after our fights a few years back Danina, I still believed in our friendship and I trusted you. And in the end, that time was one of the few times where i wasn't wrong. yet at the same time, I got wrong so many times, just like when I trusted the guy that was in my class thinking he was a friend and then just to realise that he's been calling me a monster as a joke with many other people (some even not in my class) of the whole school... So yes, right now, unless they can fucking strongly prove to me that they deserve my trust, i won't trust anybody.
Appart from that, i'm basically freezing, even if I turned up the heat in my room (yet don't want to turn it to the max, i think that me being tired (both real tired and mentally tired got me cold, cause when i'm tired i'm usually cold). So yeah, thinking and shaking from the cold, even under my blanket. And thinking about sleeping, even if I feel that I won't be able to sleep much tonight....
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