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| It takes me a second to realize that you are simply answering my former question.
"Thank you darling" I say placing a small peck on your cheek. I don't want to kiss you on the lips right now because I know you don't really like being kissed right after I finished a cigarette. You keep telling me that my mouth tastes like a cold ashtray.
"Hey little one..." my face is brightened up with a smile as I look at our little boy.
"Be right back" I say rushing to the bathroom to quickly wash my hands. If I'm planning to play with Akemi I'd rather avoid having dirty hands which smell like nicotine.
"May I hold him?" I ask. Of course I know that I can hold him, after all I am his father, but I do not want to disturb the two of you. I know how important the bond mother and child is, and how much it can manifest when the child is only a baby. I must say I am really happy that you still have eyes for me and not only for our son.
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