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| "I think there are many things we can still live.... " I say with a smile "you haven't lived the experience of being a mother, even an adoptive one yet... you haven't experienced seeing your child grow and have a happy life, hurt himself for the first time, make friends, giggle, run, find love.... get married, have children himself or herself.... and I don't want you to miss out on any of these.... When I told you that I wanted to share my life with you it means that my life shall cease with yours... I might still be alive, physically, but I think my heart would be shut down forever..." I have a small tear crawling in the corner of my eyes as I'm saying all this. It saddness me to an enormous extent to talk about your hypothetical death... to think about it... I haven't and i couldn't imagine a more horrible thing. "but enough of this sad talk! this is not going to happen... plus I'm pretty sure that even if something bad happens it won't be this bad..." I say with an encouraging smile "you're in perfect health, so is the baby and we're gonna have that confirmed in a few days"
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